Once again alone in the first morning light,
You can say that it’s the life that I chose.
Perhaps the life I was given.
But have you ever stared at the one thing
you’ve wanted most in this life?
It could be fleeting or perhaps a permanent feeling, this being.
Call it a fixation, can’t shake this sensation.
You have this power over me, strong enough it stops me in my tracks.
The heat of your soul looming, wrong as it is, I’ve gotta attack.
It doesn’t matter if I try to do right, I’ll just end up settling for a compromise.
This ain’t me, wait and see come and follow me.
You and I can only go nowhere but up from here.
Like a day dream, I keep going back.
It’s the only place I can feel that.
I mean what I mean, it’s so tempting to attract.
Just one look in his eye, I see that glistening, wish I could read your mind, thank god you can’t read mine.
It may be unprofessional, but man you’re such a man -and damn.
I’m only human.
Just give into the temptation, just for a second.
Just take a little taste.
You might regret it later, but not in that moment.
Never wanted anything more, but I guess I’ll have to compromise.
I’ll just have to settle for this temporary bliss.
That daydream I keep having, every time you walk by me.
That forbidden kiss, I’ll settle for a glance.
One single embrace, I’ll take it in a conversation. Might end in an altercation, but I’ll take what I can get.
With this ridiculous fixation.
Hopefully fleeting sensation.
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